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Gallery that has a variety of art mediums and almost all it is inspired by anime in someway. Also fan art is included.

I like to mix things (majorally unlike things) as if you haven't notice (example 9 years old and therapist). I hope you enjoy my random crap that goes in and out of my brain and into my art work. :D

Disclaimer: All characters are mine, and all fanart belongs to the original creators. Characters of mine may be allow to be used as some fanart, as long its not in a sexual presentation.



I have a love for alot of styles since being active for at least a year. I do like animations from japan, however I like painterly styles, ones with vibrant hues, and composition that has harmony as well. Photography if it has sploches of colors and a glowy feel to it, I will fav. Also I will fave things for reference I might use in the future. But other then these, there isn't a specific style I like.

*I warn u all Im a fav whore XD. Eventually later I may or may not comment.



Premium Day and Thoughts

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2014, 3:48 AM

Hello Deviants!. Suprised by the Journal SKin. Its free premium day! So yea, get out your art, and journal skins, and get really prepared. Cause you want to use the mass uploading system right now.Anime Emoji (Oh yay dance) [V2] 

  • 2nd thing I want to get off. Im going to San Jose Fantasy Fair as Fi with my friend. You know just like last year at this other Ren Fair.

Actually not really. That one takes farther away then SJ. But this year, well different location, same idea. If you want to see us, come on down, to San Jose this Saturday. Tickets to get into the fair are right here:

Lastly, i wanted to get off, sorry for not posting alot of updates. This is pretty much where the title thoughful comes in. Lately, for me, I have been having alot of issue trying to sit down and do my work. I never feel like working on my art anymore. I  want to sleep on it instead.
I don't know what it is, and I am really not trying to admit its art block at all. After all, I always have a ton of ideas flowing through my head, and when I sit and do it, it comes out ok.  Maybe its the fact I am having alot more pressure latelyUUGH  . I guess its whenever your in art school, people think its always acedemic, and so things like that put alot of rebellious thinking in me. I don't really want to poke out names since I love those who are trying to support, but the persons who have been on me lately, haven't respected my work. Its hard to live in the house, and you have this person trying to help but not in the best vocal way. I never like when my work is called homework at home and this person accidently calls my work junk.  ANd I can't seem to change anything. Or maybe its just that I am emotionally stagnant. I don't know what to feel about my work. Am I doing it for this person, or how am I doing it?  Maybe its that Ive been so empty without going to Church or see God, despite how many times I visit the forums or the club at AAU. Or maybe its my indecisiveness. I can't decide on a path, since I am too open to options. Yes my major is illustration and focusing on concept art, which is pretty cool, but I still feel I don't know. Cause I almost like everything. 

Llama Emoji-21 (Speechless) [V1] 

I don't know if I want you deviants to give me solutions either as its a path I need to figure out on my own. I just feel it needs to be typed out is all and its the reason I haven't been working to hard or wanting to create something or even write a journal. Its been an emotional roller coaster, and I hope to eventually resolve it eventually. I never decided my place in life yet, and even in art school, Im still exploring. 

Maybe that as a fun way, it will end like honey and clover just as I imagined in the beginning of school. 

 Honey and Clover by sinnershizuka


Carissa Fei
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
"I do things because its the internet."
Name(s): Carissa (Sauchan) Fei, Rikako Kawashi, or Mae
Age: 21
Interests: manga, anime, watching funny videos on youtube, video games, drawing, painting
Favorites list:5cm per second, Tekkonkinkret, Hayao Myazak, Jrock, Jpop, KPop, soft music, rock, alternative, techno, Background music, soundtracks, Zelda Series, Kingdom Hearts, Devil May Cry 3 (basically any hack and slash games XD), Angels, bible stories.
Favorite style of art: Anime, manga, realism, inbetweenism, painterly, Renaissance
Tools of the Trade: Adobe Design Suite CS4, Mechanical pencil, Acrylic and watercolor paints, inking pen, charcoal pencil, pencil

* Website:… (old and inactive)
* New Website and Portfolio:
Bitly link:
*Muro sketches:…
* Email:
* AIM: maeiounj39
* Yahoo: narutoneopetanimelove

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N3M0S1S Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey, thanks for the watch:). It means a lot to me :)
Happy Birthday!
Tsukubane Feb 26, 2014  Student Filmographer
Happy birfday
narutokunobessed Mar 2, 2014  Student General Artist
Aww thanks!
Tsukubane Mar 2, 2014  Student Filmographer
Mediziner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! :party::cake:
Marayda Feb 15, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for your help! :hug:
cheeny Feb 11, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey remember me? I critiqued your work on the forums, I hope you are trying out what I mentioned. Im messaging you because Im thinking of uploading some of my process so I can demonstrate some of the stuff Ive run into alot in the thread. If you are interested please drop me a comment with what youd like to see.

I plan on doing something on composition, planar analysis, pre sketching, using references, and inking. I wont go into coloring since Im doing it in watercolor and thats a WHOLE nother operation in itself.

if you are interested lemme know what part you are most interested in seeing here (i want to be able to see all the responses and get a good feeling for what to touch on)
narutokunobessed Feb 11, 2014  Student General Artist
Yea I remeber. You put out alot of info about working hard in the art field. Im still learning lots even in my current art school.
GannOfDreams Feb 9, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the help!
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